Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Matchday Looms
Today is Matchday. The day of reckoning.
Team PJC vs A team that thrashed ACJC Soccer 4-0
Our lineup
Gk - Soonliang
Defenders - Gopal, Kelvin, Allistair, Shankar
Defensive Midfielder - Ray
Center Mid - Melvin
Left Winger - Baoloon
Right Winger - Myself
Forwards - Pravin, Shafiq
There is this heavy morbid feeling in my heart that we are in for a fucking torrid time at Turf City. Can this line up beat ACJC ? Hell no. LOL, and our opponents whipped Acjc Soccer 4-0. There is this guy who could dribbled past the entire team. Im afriad I will screw things up as i missed the last training ( was at chalet ), sorry guys, not to worry I will give nothing, nothing but my utmost best.
Been told that our attack will focus on maknig incisions through the centre, meaning the flanks will be used sparingly. My job will be making probing runs INwards, not outwards along the flanks..that could be troublesome, cause Im not good at running with my heads up, and tend to run into a horde of players.. Hahha. Basically, i wont be functioning like a Cristiano Ronaldo type of Ring Winger, but more of like Nurin Sahin type of player, hold up ball, then release that vital through ball at the right second for the strikers to feed upon.
Our gameplan will revovle about getting an early goal, then sitting back and suffocate the shit out of them in midfield by flooding it with numbers. Teamwork, teamwork. Teamwork.
Lets not be overly daunted by them, guys! Dont be afraid to show yuourly side on the pitch. Look at Wigan for example, they were fuckin nobodys when they broke into the Premier League scene. But through sheer gritty determination and the "fuck all" attitude, they are sitting pretty in the top half of the table.
I have never been so nervous about a soccer match before. Right now, my envisagement of the match later is something like us running around like dogs, chasign every single ball, every single cause that seems to be lost. I will not give up.
Game on.
popshuvit 4:51 PM
Matchday Looms
Today is Matchday. The day of reckoning.
Team PJC vs A team that thrashed ACJC Soccer 4-0
Our lineup
Gk - Soonliang
Defenders - Gopal, Kelvin, Allistair, Shankar
Defensive Midfielder - Ray
Center Mid - Melvin
Left Winger - Baoloon
Right Winger - Myself
Forwards - Pravin, Shafiq
There is this heavy morbid feeling in my heart that we are in for a fucking torrid time at Turf City. Can this line up beat ACJC ? Hell no. LOL, and our opponents whipped Acjc Soccer 4-0. There is this guy who could dribbled past the entire team. Im afriad I will screw things up as i missed the last training ( was at chalet ), sorry guys, not to worry I will give nothing, nothing but my utmost best.
Been told that our attack will focus on maknig incisions through the centre, meaning the flanks will be used sparingly. My job will be making probing runs INwards, not outwards along the flanks..that could be troublesome, cause Im not good at running with my heads up, and tend to run into a horde of players.. Hahha. Basically, i wont be functioning like a Cristiano Ronaldo type of Ring Winger, but more of like Nurin Sahin type of player, hold up ball, then release that vital through ball at the right second for the strikers to feed upon.
Our gameplan will revovle about getting an early goal, then sitting back and suffocate the shit out of them in midfield by flooding it with numbers. Teamwork, teamwork. Teamwork.
Lets not be overly daunted by them, guys! Dont be afraid to show yuourly side on the pitch. Look at Wigan for example, they were fuckin nobodys when they broke into the Premier League scene. But through sheer gritty determination and the "fuck all" attitude, they are sitting pretty in the top half of the table.
I have never been so nervous about a soccer match before. Right now, my envisagement of the match later is something like us running around like dogs, chasign every single ball, every single cause that seems to be lost. I will not give up.
Game on.
popshuvit 4:51 PM
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
What is up with people and their notion of preconceived judgements based on looks. Everytime i see someone with jpop clothins and big, weird emo specs with some other weird accessories like fake dunks with fucking bright shoe laces, i cant help it but make a rude remark about them to my friends ard me. I never make comments based on people's look, though.
For those of us who judge people based on their looks..please take a moment to digest this, and think again.
" Monster...freak...scarface...ugly...poor thing...
Just some of the stupid and hateful names people give me, instead of calling me for my real name: David.
But what I hate the most is the way people look at me in the streets, first that irritating look of chock or surprise, and then hate, fear, pity, disgust,...That's probably why I've started looking at the floor while I walk, just to avoid those expressions.
In buses, people usually just avoid sitting anywhere near me, and love to look discretly at my face, as if I couldn't see them...Of course some times, miraculously, there's someone that sits near me, although those persons never look at me.
At school they insult me in the corridoors, and most in my class won't talk to me. I only have two friends, the only ones that truly defend me as pthers call me nams and say I will never have a girlfriend.
How I hate myself...
And how I hate the tears streaming down my mothers face when we talk, or when I am sad or feel like the world's too unfair, and say I wanna die. How she punishes herself, as if the incident had been her fault...
I look at myself in the mirror everyday, just to hate the scars that cover half of my face and chest, scars made from the fire that killed my dad and burned me badly...
And I cry, knowing I'll never be normal, not the way Society wants me to be...
All because society hates what's different, forgetting none of us is trully alike! "
popshuvit 9:11 PM
What is up with people and their notion of preconceived judgements based on looks. Everytime i see someone with jpop clothins and big, weird emo specs with some other weird accessories like fake dunks with fucking bright shoe laces, i cant help it but make a rude remark about them to my friends ard me. I never make comments based on people's look, though.
For those of us who judge people based on their looks..please take a moment to digest this, and think again.
" Monster...freak...scarface...ugly...poor thing...
Just some of the stupid and hateful names people give me, instead of calling me for my real name: David.
But what I hate the most is the way people look at me in the streets, first that irritating look of chock or surprise, and then hate, fear, pity, disgust,...That's probably why I've started looking at the floor while I walk, just to avoid those expressions.
In buses, people usually just avoid sitting anywhere near me, and love to look discretly at my face, as if I couldn't see them...Of course some times, miraculously, there's someone that sits near me, although those persons never look at me.
At school they insult me in the corridoors, and most in my class won't talk to me. I only have two friends, the only ones that truly defend me as pthers call me nams and say I will never have a girlfriend.
How I hate myself...
And how I hate the tears streaming down my mothers face when we talk, or when I am sad or feel like the world's too unfair, and say I wanna die. How she punishes herself, as if the incident had been her fault...
I look at myself in the mirror everyday, just to hate the scars that cover half of my face and chest, scars made from the fire that killed my dad and burned me badly...
And I cry, knowing I'll never be normal, not the way Society wants me to be...
All because society hates what's different, forgetting none of us is trully alike! "
popshuvit 9:11 PM
What are we?
Why are we here?
What is our purpose?
These questions are asked, yet never answered.
But, I believe that the path to truth is not seeking it, but merely allowing truth to find us. To simply open ourselves to the universe and allow all that exists to become one with us, to become a single entity, then all questions will be answered..
popshuvit 9:04 PM
Chalet
I spent my last 3 days and 2 nights at the cosy Aloha Holidays Chalet, somewhere in Changi. Enjoyed my first day, but i was seriously shagged on my 2nd day.
Arrived in time for the BBQ on the first night, helped myself to some satays and fried marshmallows :). Tried to help by marinating the satays but was pushed away :( lol. cmon i can help okay?
Loved the serenity of the tranquil beach at night. The angelic constellations of stars peppering the impecabble night skies are so.. mysterious, as if they each has a mystery in them waiting to be unravelled.
Did you know that it can get really fucking frigid in singapore outdoor? I discovered that when I waded in the beach at night. I Could literally feel my bone marrow constricting crazily. Brrr-rrrr-rrrrr. Realised that a lump of sand in your ass is no funny joke, either. -stares-
Something creepy happened in one of the rooms at the Chalet ..
It was at night.
I barely got into the toilet to take a shower when i heard Cheryl asking me to Hurry and get out .
" wtf " i thought, i haven applied the shampoo.
"what" i asked.
" just hurry and get out!"
When i opened the toilet door, i saw her glued to the toilet door. It was funny. LOL. But then she said she heard knockings on the wall facing the bed.
Thud-thud-thud. Thud-thud-thud.
The only room behind it was "Store room 2" and it was locked. Nobody has access to it.
Hmmmmmmm. Spooky.
Went night cycling with a buncha friends. Did not enjoy it cus i was segreated in my own thoughts ..
Thoughts of her
The whole time w felt i was running, running away from this imaginary serpentine labryniths of troubles that has taken permanent residence in my mind. Fuck, and i thought I will be exorcised from them after Alvls. Sigh, my sanity is hanging precariously by a thin, fragile thread.
Cheryl said , " 5 years is no joke .. "
I agree. Whole heartedly , right down to the arterioles that is wrapped around my heart. But sometimes, you are plagued by all the quarrels until you stop and ask yourself, is this all worth it? I loved her, and i dont want to be the one entity that is closely associated with all her angst and anger.
I’m drowning, helpless, in this pain;
Suffocating in my thoughts of you,
What’s the worst thing I could do?
In my nightmares I scream your name;
A temporary bid to keep me sane.
All I see is you - is that so blind?
You’ve taken residence in my mind.
But then again, am i being selfish? Selfish to even harbour any lingering hopes that one day, we could be together once more? I confessed that i am childish at times, and love is no game to be fucked around with. But ... But, argh , fuck the buts.
Anyways, enough of my rantings from my the inner , scared realms of my mind.
Let me introduce Ernie to you all.
Ernie is a cute little shellfish that Cheryl "picked up" ( pun intended ) on a rock at the Cliff Walk. It was really adorable with its 2 feelers protuding from its shell. Pulling it off from the rock was quite a struggle cus it had such a good grip on the rock. Hahaha. We put it in a cup of tap-water when we returned to the Chalet, but Cherly insisted that " ernie needs friends " , so we dumped other dead shellfishes and misc. into the small cup as well. I thought it might suffocate the shit out of Ernie, killing it. But, i have come to learn that argueing with her is a fuckin pain in the ass..so i just dumped them into the cup, with Ernie at the bottom. :/
Know what?
He died the next day..
I broughtsome people from s08 and s07 on a trip to Old Changi Hospital on the 2nd night. Armed with an ancient old lamp ( it really was a fuckin ancient relic ! ) and handphone's flash, we climbed up the staircase to the Old Changi Hospital. Everything was fine , until we saw the lifts. A friend's warning came into picture.
" Never look at the shiny surfaces of the lift. You will see yourself all cut up and watery. "
Everything was...fine, until we reached this dark , long corridor. It was pitch dark, you couldnt see the end of the corridor. There was this arid smell of dried blood, lingering in the heavy, dusty air.
At this point of time, Cheryl saw some lights at the end of the corridor. I didnt know yet.
As we proceeded along the corridor, lined on the right with empty barren wards, we came to this dead end with a small chamber or vault sorta thing.
" Dead end, lets make slow turn and head back " i muttered.
It was only after we got out of the OCH that Cheryl came to tell me of what she saw. Thinking it was another group ( there was this other group of twits exploring the OCH with us that night ), she dismissed the sighting of lights at the end of the corrirdor.
Hmmms.
We all grilled some satays once we returned to the Chalet to feed our ravenous stomachs. Yummy, haha :)
Lazy already. Haha, dota awaits.
popshuvit 4:16 AM
Monday, November 28, 2005
Ronaldinho hat-trick of top awards
Brazilian superstar Ronaldinho kisses the European Footballer of the Year trophy in Paris on Monday after he completes a hat-trick of the top soccer accolades in a 12-month spell.
You just gotta take your hats to this soccer genius. Armed with a wide plethora of jaw-dropping soccer tricks and manoveures, this soccer player is sometimes called the Illusionist. The player's skill and vision are the pulse of Barcelona's exciting football. He was a prominent member of the brazial national team and is likely to be one of the main attractions at next year's World Cup finals in germany. Haha. Seriously, this guy is simply pure pwnage. Download his video compilations at www.soccerpulse.com ..
We ( Manutd ) nearly signed him a couple of years ago until peter kenyon fucked the whole protracted transfer saga by offering a meagre sum of only 23.5m , 2m short of his suggested transfer value. :/
Oh, and lets remember George Best, who died no Friday.
I have a file of his greatest ever goal for manutd in my com, anynone interested? Its a whooping 16.3mb file.
Ciaos.
popshuvit 11:52 PM
Ronaldinho hat-trick of top awards
Brazilian superstar Ronaldinho kisses the European Footballer of the Year trophy in Paris on Monday after he completes a hat-trick of the top soccer accolades in a 12-month spell.
You just gotta take your hats to this soccer genius. Armed with a wide plethora of jaw-dropping soccer tricks and manoveures, this soccer player is sometimes called the Illusionist. The player's skill and vision are the pulse of Barcelona's exciting football. He was a prominent member of the brazial national team and is likely to be one of the main attractions at next year's World Cup finals in germany. Haha. Seriously, this guy is simply pure pwnage. Download his video compilations at www.soccerpulse.com ..
We ( Manutd ) nearly signed him a couple of years ago until peter kenyon fucked the whole protracted transfer saga by offering a meagre sum of only 23.5m , 2m short of his suggested transfer value. :/
Oh, and lets remember George Best, who died no Friday.
I have a file of his greatest ever goal for manutd in my com, anynone interested? Its a whooping 16.3mb file.
Ciaos.
popshuvit 11:52 PM
down with sore eyes. =/
hope to recover in time for thursday soccer match at turf city.
they said i will be starting on right wing. hehs.
popshuvit 10:06 PM
Saturday, November 26, 2005
went shopping with friends at queensway shopping centre cus i neeed to get a new soccer boots. the search for my next girlfriend didnt take long, it was over even before i stepped into the shopping mall.
the gigantic humongous poster of the gold and white Adidas Absolute pasted on the wall of the shopping mall triggered an ..... (nvm)
Then it was time to do some price scouting.
Adidas - $299
Salam Sports offered $230
Weston offered $249
Then ...
Shah Sports offered $228 for the boots PLUS the shoebag.
Hahaha :D
Went LUFC training with the boots. Hahha, really happy with my new boots
Really gotta stop my spending spree lately .. if not all my business profits will vanish already..hahaha..
left the house at 10pm and went to lanlab to dota til 12.35am
ate rice dagang with beef at ala meen, only $3.50. recommended! hahaha..
walked from lanlab all the way to AES. Crazy assholes..hahaha
popshuvit 8:09 PM
went shopping with friends at queensway shopping centre cus i neeed to get a new soccer boots. the search for my next girlfriend didnt take long, it was over even before i stepped into the shopping mall.
the gigantic humongous poster of the gold and white Adidas Absolute pasted on the wall of the shopping mall triggered an ..... (nvm)
Then it was time to do some price scouting.
Adidas - $299
Salam Sports offered $230
Weston offered $249
Then ...
Shah Sports offered $228 for the boots PLUS the shoebag.
Hahaha :D
Went LUFC training with the boots. Hahha, really happy with my new boots
Really gotta stop my spending spree lately .. if not all my business profits will vanish already..hahaha..
left the house at 10pm and went to lanlab to dota til 12.35am
ate rice dagang with beef at ala meen, only $3.50. recommended! hahaha..
walked from lanlab all the way to AES. Crazy assholes..hahaha
popshuvit 8:09 PM
adidas absolute :)
cheers to a year of soccer fun and goals
popshuvit 10:40 AM
Friday, November 25, 2005
wahaha fucking great day today
played soccer in a pulsating match. although my team lost 1-9 , it was great fun lah.
hahaha, and feck, the sole of my vapor came off after a run down the flank. :/ ive been using that vapour for ..close to 3 years. arh, what a dramatic way to bid farewell to it. its okay, this give me an excuse to get the new gold/white adidas absolut. ..but $299??? OMFGWTF, i say.
after that, went home. got changed, went town and embarked on a killing spree..
got a white/gold/black adidas jersey.. a stripe tee from revoltage militia..hahaha, ben if ur readnig this, ur gonna laugh at the pseudo warner bros logo again. and i got myself a volcom long sleeve shirt !
oh, forgot to tell a friend not to reserve the 3 tickets for the ac/cj party. :/ sorry ..my bad. feeling guilty :/
after all the shit ive been subjected to during the alvl period. the soccer and retail therapy was just ..... ( looking up thesarus ) ..
..
cant find an apt word to describe the feeling...yeah, its that fucknigreat.
popshuvit 8:54 AM
wahaha fucking great day today
played soccer in a pulsating match. although my team lost 1-9 , it was great fun lah.
hahaha, and feck, the sole of my vapor came off after a run down the flank. :/ ive been using that vapour for ..close to 3 years. arh, what a dramatic way to bid farewell to it. its okay, this give me an excuse to get the new gold/white adidas absolut. ..but $299??? OMFGWTF, i say.
after that, went home. got changed, went town and embarked on a killing spree..
got a white/gold/black adidas jersey.. a stripe tee from revoltage militia..hahaha, ben if ur readnig this, ur gonna laugh at the pseudo warner bros logo again. and i got myself a volcom long sleeve shirt !
oh, forgot to tell a friend not to reserve the 3 tickets for the ac/cj party. :/ sorry ..my bad. feeling guilty :/
after all the shit ive been subjected to during the alvl period. the soccer and retail therapy was just ..... ( looking up thesarus ) ..
..
cant find an apt word to describe the feeling...yeah, its that fucknigreat.
popshuvit 8:54 AM
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
Brutal Assasination of Sunni Leader.
Dead.
another dead.
BAGHDAD, Iraq (CNN) -- Gunmen dressed as Iraqi troops stormed the home of a senior Sunni leader Wednesday, killing him, his three sons and a son-in-law, Iraqi police said.
Neighbors told authorities that at least 10 vehicles that appeared to belong to the Iraqi army stopped outside the western Baghdad house of Kadhim Sarheed Ali al-Dulami, a sheik of the Sunni al-Dulami tribe, before gunmen went inside the home and shot the men. The killings took place about 4 a.m. local time in the Hurriya neighborhood.
..
to hell with these fuckfaced scumbags.
sigh, whhats the world coming to these days?
is our fucked up world so consumed by such undiluted hatred and repulsive contempt for one another?
is our world so riddled by moral decandance, that all peace and harmony is shredded to fucking pieces in the face of disagreement and adversity?
are lethal weapons and cold blooded assassinations the only way to settle disputes?
what ever happened to the idea of democracy.
Why cant there be love? Why cant the violence go away?
thank god singapore is not like this..
but, but..lets takes things for granted. :/
spread the love, stop all these violence
love is not war.
because love would never bury itself in the trenches,
with nothing but an old photograph of
a girlfriend and a can of soupy snaxx. Love would never
carry an AK 47
with extra ammunition, just in case, and shave
its head with a fucking bandana wrapped around it.
love will never have to wear a bullet-proof vest.
love would never
wake up at 5am for 100 push-ups
and stand still,
at attention.
love would never
shoot a person
just because you said so,
and you have more authority.
love would never
hide inside a letter that tells your mother
you wanna get home and get home quick!
love would never
tie down the enemy
and torture him with hot water and
knives until confession
pours out.
Love would never be a casket and a 10 gun salute
as a goodbye...
but love would certainly
yawn at 10am and then go back to sleep,
cuddled in the warmth of your loved one.. Love would kiss you like you're a photograph
and leave fingerprint smudges
on your hips. The only weapons love carries
is bandaids for paper-cuts and
smiles to humor your bad jokes.
Love wears
whatever it wants,
which is usually just a tee
and jeans, nt amry fatigues and bullet proof vests.
and then love ends the note, always, with silly
pet-names for you, like
BearBear or GummyBears
because love knows
you love that kind of melodramatic love,
that kind of love that curls its legs around your legs
in the middle of the day, in a big big bed.
..
is love as dark, as the sun that never shone?
popshuvit 9:11 PM
Brutal Assasination of Sunni Leader.
Dead.
another dead.
BAGHDAD, Iraq (CNN) -- Gunmen dressed as Iraqi troops stormed the home of a senior Sunni leader Wednesday, killing him, his three sons and a son-in-law, Iraqi police said.
Neighbors told authorities that at least 10 vehicles that appeared to belong to the Iraqi army stopped outside the western Baghdad house of Kadhim Sarheed Ali al-Dulami, a sheik of the Sunni al-Dulami tribe, before gunmen went inside the home and shot the men. The killings took place about 4 a.m. local time in the Hurriya neighborhood.
..
to hell with these fuckfaced scumbags.
sigh, whhats the world coming to these days?
is our fucked up world so consumed by such undiluted hatred and repulsive contempt for one another?
is our world so riddled by moral decandance, that all peace and harmony is shredded to fucking pieces in the face of disagreement and adversity?
are lethal weapons and cold blooded assassinations the only way to settle disputes?
what ever happened to the idea of democracy.
Why cant there be love? Why cant the violence go away?
thank god singapore is not like this..
but, but..lets takes things for granted. :/
spread the love, stop all these violence
love is not war.
because love would never bury itself in the trenches,
with nothing but an old photograph of
a girlfriend and a can of soupy snaxx. Love would never
carry an AK 47
with extra ammunition, just in case, and shave
its head with a fucking bandana wrapped around it.
love will never have to wear a bullet-proof vest.
love would never
wake up at 5am for 100 push-ups
and stand still,
at attention.
love would never
shoot a person
just because you said so,
and you have more authority.
love would never
hide inside a letter that tells your mother
you wanna get home and get home quick!
love would never
tie down the enemy
and torture him with hot water and
knives until confession
pours out.
Love would never be a casket and a 10 gun salute
as a goodbye...
but love would certainly
yawn at 10am and then go back to sleep,
cuddled in the warmth of your loved one.. Love would kiss you like you're a photograph
and leave fingerprint smudges
on your hips. The only weapons love carries
is bandaids for paper-cuts and
smiles to humor your bad jokes.
Love wears
whatever it wants,
which is usually just a tee
and jeans, nt amry fatigues and bullet proof vests.
and then love ends the note, always, with silly
pet-names for you, like
BearBear or GummyBears
because love knows
you love that kind of melodramatic love,
that kind of love that curls its legs around your legs
in the middle of the day, in a big big bed.
..
is love as dark, as the sun that never shone?
popshuvit 9:11 PM
ITS OVER.
popshuvit 8:50 PM
Close your eyes a moment
Let the memories pass you by
Slowly they'll fade away
as one by one they die
popshuvit 10:20 AM
a small chapter of my life will be sealed tomorrow.
all those late nights at Yewtee Mac , downing RedBulls and Brands.
all those retarded nights at Airport, popping and cartwheeling at Delifrance.
it was fun while it lasted
=)
popshuvit 10:13 AM
yunero owns.
popshuvit 2:42 AM
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Exorcism of Emily Rose
Watched this horror movie with grace..
Its scary, and the movie is laced with lotsa shock scenes. Dont want to spoil anything here, so do yourself a big favour and catch the show!
Dota
Haha, introduced Cheryl to DOTA and she's hooked to it now. Shes a sucky noob. Here's why.
" Can i bring the fountain of life wherever i go??? "
player said , " i go farm at top "
" Whats farming? Is it the Chicken ? "
omgwtfomgwtflol.
The trolley from NTUC is a gd entertainment source. ;)
RETARDED.
popshuvit 12:38 PM
Exorcism of Emily Rose
Watched this horror movie with grace..
Its scary, and the movie is laced with lotsa shock scenes. Dont want to spoil anything here, so do yourself a big favour and catch the show!
Dota
Haha, introduced Cheryl to DOTA and she's hooked to it now. Shes a sucky noob. Here's why.
" Can i bring the fountain of life wherever i go??? "
player said , " i go farm at top "
" Whats farming? Is it the Chicken ? "
omgwtfomgwtflol.
The trolley from NTUC is a gd entertainment source. ;)
RETARDED.
popshuvit 12:38 PM
Saturday, November 19, 2005
glad my red devils thrashed them 3-1
ruud got 2 goals, and smithy bagged one for himself too.
hahahaha :D
kiddy rides. urgh. haha.
popshuvit 7:46 PM
glad my red devils thrashed them 3-1
ruud got 2 goals, and smithy bagged one for himself too.
hahahaha :D
kiddy rides. urgh. haha.
popshuvit 7:46 PM
Friday, November 18, 2005
Thursday
_________
Mini Sharapova smacked her own racquet against her own ankle in a desperate attempt to return a shot.
I hate Moam Candies now.
Got a shitload of them stuffed into my mouth by a BBIITT---
The taste of 4 ASSORTED moam balls meling in your mouth ....
fuckinlicious.
Friday
_________
Played a exhilirating soccer match with the usual soccer pple in pjc, one of the best soccer matches i ever enjoyed in my 2 years in PJ-fucking-C. Was trailing 1-2, then faris the supersub scored the equaliser with a deft tap in before scoring the match winner with another tap in. hahah, it was damn fun. it was!
Played hockey with the hockey team .. eeew, my hockey is like shit now hahahaha. just the feeling of stick tappign the ball forward and side ways is .. weird.
went to yewtee mac and studied with Cheryl and Ben..
popshuvit 7:08 PM
Thursday
_________
Mini Sharapova smacked her own racquet against her own ankle in a desperate attempt to return a shot.
I hate Moam Candies now.
Got a shitload of them stuffed into my mouth by a BBIITT---
The taste of 4 ASSORTED moam balls meling in your mouth ....
fuckinlicious.
Friday
_________
Played a exhilirating soccer match with the usual soccer pple in pjc, one of the best soccer matches i ever enjoyed in my 2 years in PJ-fucking-C. Was trailing 1-2, then faris the supersub scored the equaliser with a deft tap in before scoring the match winner with another tap in. hahah, it was damn fun. it was!
Played hockey with the hockey team .. eeew, my hockey is like shit now hahahaha. just the feeling of stick tappign the ball forward and side ways is .. weird.
went to yewtee mac and studied with Cheryl and Ben..
popshuvit 7:08 PM
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
TODAY'S AGENDA
1. Dota in the morning - done -
2. Swimming in the afternoon - done -
3. Jogging at canal route in the late afternoon - too lazy -
4. Dota in the evening - done -
5. Go somewhere study Chem MCQ :/ - pending -
6. Night jogging anyone?
haha today is a fucking slack day for me..
enjoyed a packet of Kettle Chips Honey Dijons and rested at the swimming pool chair, under the loving rays of the afternoon sun!
rested in the jacuzzi ( issat how u spell it? ) .. and enjoyed the soothing pressure of the water jets against my legs ..
AAAAHHHHHH, this is what i call LIFE.
Its 6.54 pm now , and i know i have to start revising my Chem MCQ..but the book, which is on my table, seems so near, yet so fucking far away. my hands just cant bring themselves to flip it open. pfft. just the sight of all the notes on my table makes me want to recoil in repugnance.
off for now
popshuvit 9:22 PM
TODAY'S AGENDA
1. Dota in the morning - done -
2. Swimming in the afternoon - done -
3. Jogging at canal route in the late afternoon - too lazy -
4. Dota in the evening - done -
5. Go somewhere study Chem MCQ :/ - pending -
6. Night jogging anyone?
haha today is a fucking slack day for me..
enjoyed a packet of Kettle Chips Honey Dijons and rested at the swimming pool chair, under the loving rays of the afternoon sun!
rested in the jacuzzi ( issat how u spell it? ) .. and enjoyed the soothing pressure of the water jets against my legs ..
AAAAHHHHHH, this is what i call LIFE.
Its 6.54 pm now , and i know i have to start revising my Chem MCQ..but the book, which is on my table, seems so near, yet so fucking far away. my hands just cant bring themselves to flip it open. pfft. just the sight of all the notes on my table makes me want to recoil in repugnance.
off for now
popshuvit 9:22 PM
what should i do today
popshuvit 5:51 PM
For all the time we spent alone with each other,
It was that sad lonely day in cold December.
When I thought nothing could prepare me for that fall,
It only took us six minutes to end it all.
Six small minutes and we are crying in the snow,
December’s bitter winds telling us all we know.
That it’s time to let go…
And now here we stand and it’s finally goodbye.
We have rushed through the months and we let our love die.
So on this parting month, when we both go our own ways.
We’ll let Cold December keep safe our memories.
I think of when we met, those romantic June days,
The sun heating our hearts with her blind, loving rays.
When all the eyes on the beaches never did see,
The beginnings of a love between you and me.
Summer love never lasted, we should have known then,
That all of our sweet sun would run out in the end.
And all that remains of summer’s broken down hearts,
Are the memories we keep, as we walk apart…
-adapted from *Jiinx
popshuvit 9:24 AM
Havent blog for days
Have been playing tennis and jogging..
Trying to exorcise the devil that is Alvl out of my life..
Had Chem paper and Chinese Listening Compre today ..
Chem paper 2 was ....okay, but i think i screwed it up..i dont know.
CLB LC was ..hmmm, i dont know? Cause all my answers were derived from the guy infront of me who was slouching, revealing his entire OMR sheet for the world to see lah. Hahahha. The narrator's voice is fucking pussy-like irritating. The way he pronounces his Chinese words is seriously .. venomous for the ears!
Went home, played a bit of DOTA and slept..
Wasnt allowed to go airport study :(
So here i am blogging, in the dead of night.
To all my Regent friends out there
Best of luck with your alvls and poly exams ( if any ) ..
Lets relish the old times and play soccer at CCK Sports Stadium again one day. HAhahAHaha. "Void Deck GAng" ..wth. lol.
popshuvit 9:11 AM
Friday, November 11, 2005
had a " this is what i call life " day
went to causeway point and bought this fossil watch as an early xmas present for myself..haha.
played tennis
swam
and played tennis again.
gotta improve on my power hits ..
this is what i call life.
popshuvit 10:15 PM
had a " this is what i call life " day
went to causeway point and bought this fossil watch as an early xmas present for myself..haha.
played tennis
swam
and played tennis again.
gotta improve on my power hits ..
this is what i call life.
popshuvit 10:15 PM
The day before GP Exam
Venue: CCAB
In action at CCAB..
My worn out stick and ball
Rovin practicing his indian dribble ahhaha
popshuvit 10:06 PM
Exclusive picture of what the Exam hall looks like
dont ask me how i managed to take a pic. haahha.
finished math paper 3 ..it was fucking boring.
sitting down there for 3 hours, stoning.
wrote a 2 page poem as well, lol
watching pple frantically scribbling
the sound of " zzzh zzzh zhhh " is still very vivid in my ears.
" Okay, TIME's UP " , said the chief invigilator, waking me up from my reverie.
Alas, i thought.
I stacked my 2 sheets of foolscap today and tied it together.
When the examiner collected my script, her facial expression was CLAAASSIC ( tts how my friend likes to put it, dont ask me y )
" Is that all ? "
Yah.
Haha, then she gave me the " WTF i feel sorry for you " look and walked off.
I went back , and guess what.
I changed into my hockey gear and took a cab to CCAB for SRC training
HAHAHA THIS IS WHAT I CALL LIFE. fuck alvls.
Training was bloody shag. Ran my socks off. Ass still hurts like hell. But the best part is this
I scored a goal ! :D, but it didnt reflect my true performance as a forward last night. Skills are kinda rusty. Sometimes i feel lost during the match.. guess its the months of layoff frmo hockey. :/
popshuvit 7:54 PM
Thursday, November 10, 2005
popshuvit 11:23 PM
popshuvit 11:23 PM
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Someone , anyone.
Show me the path forward.
its 3.41am and im sitting for Math Paper 2 tomorrow.
went to Yewtee Mac but couldnt study again
my mind is not in the right frame at the moment.
i just sat there, and began pondering about something which has been bothering me.
To all my friends.
Have you ever been caught in a situation like this.
she is beautiful, but you can do nothing about it.
you are hopeless, like watching a imminent car crash through a window you cant break.
you are clueless, like " how did this happen ? "
Like a stealth assassin from DOTA,
silently. switfly.
from behind,
she stole your heart.
you didnt know what hit you,
then 1 day you scratch your head and wonder
" when did i started liking her "
you know she will never feel the same
you feel like your drowning in a muddy sea of pain
you suffocate in your thoughts of her
before you know it, she has taken residence in yuor mind
she is beautiful, like some tangible, forbidden fruit.
so alluring, so fascinating, always smiling.
smiling.
but yuo know there is no way both of you will ever be together.
so close to her. but always never close enough.
will never be close enough.
you cannot get her
and you cannot get her out of your mind..
you know your just walking down this perilous path of self-destruction
you know that when everythings over and after the fog has gone away,
you will be reduced to a heart broken guy.
but stupidly, blinded by all the charm that exudes from within her,
you just walk down that path anyway anyhow.
some other guy has her heart,
and you are left with her smiles.
you always wanted to tell her how much she means to you
but the only words are
" hi, how was ur day "
you always wanted to text her to say you miss her before you slp.
but the only words are
" gdnight :) "
pain she will never feel
pain you will never share.
tears she will never see
tears you will never show.
she is your princess from Elinia
but there was never meant to be a fairy tale ending.
is love as dark as the sun,
that has never shone?
and in the end,
you'll just adore from afar
and will remain as that insignifant person
in her life.
well, if you feel this way ..
all i can say is,
be a friend. =)
popshuvit 11:29 AM
Someone , anyone.
Show me the path forward.
its 3.41am and im sitting for Math Paper 2 tomorrow.
went to Yewtee Mac but couldnt study again
my mind is not in the right frame at the moment.
i just sat there, and began pondering about something which has been bothering me.
To all my friends.
Have you ever been caught in a situation like this.
she is beautiful, but you can do nothing about it.
you are hopeless, like watching a imminent car crash through a window you cant break.
you are clueless, like " how did this happen ? "
Like a stealth assassin from DOTA,
silently. switfly.
from behind,
she stole your heart.
you didnt know what hit you,
then 1 day you scratch your head and wonder
" when did i started liking her "
you know she will never feel the same
you feel like your drowning in a muddy sea of pain
you suffocate in your thoughts of her
before you know it, she has taken residence in yuor mind
she is beautiful, like some tangible, forbidden fruit.
so alluring, so fascinating, always smiling.
smiling.
but yuo know there is no way both of you will ever be together.
so close to her. but always never close enough.
will never be close enough.
you cannot get her
and you cannot get her out of your mind..
you know your just walking down this perilous path of self-destruction
you know that when everythings over and after the fog has gone away,
you will be reduced to a heart broken guy.
but stupidly, blinded by all the charm that exudes from within her,
you just walk down that path anyway anyhow.
some other guy has her heart,
and you are left with her smiles.
you always wanted to tell her how much she means to you
but the only words are
" hi, how was ur day "
you always wanted to text her to say you miss her before you slp.
but the only words are
" gdnight :) "
pain she will never feel
pain you will never share.
tears she will never see
tears you will never show.
she is your princess from Elinia
but there was never meant to be a fairy tale ending.
is love as dark as the sun,
that has never shone?
and in the end,
you'll just adore from afar
and will remain as that insignifant person
in her life.
well, if you feel this way ..
all i can say is,
be a friend. =)
popshuvit 11:29 AM
initial D? haha. took it while waiting for friend.
This is where i stay.
Yewtee MRT at night.
popshuvit 7:45 AM
feeling weird ..
:/
know its probably nothing much.
but...
popshuvit 7:42 AM
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
just ran the canal route under the lovely tuscan-like sun together with the tune of My Humps
all i did was run, run, run and run and run and did i mention RUN ..
trying to run away from troubles from Alvl that has plagued me.
trying to run away from everything ..
and i just ran and ran ..until i had to reluctantly stop because of some irritating cramps at my calves.
woke up really late today; 7.30am. and my paper starts at 8am. luckily my dad was on hand to bring me to sch..
felt bad as well, was supposed to wake a friend up at 3am. i promised, but didnt. Sorry, you know u who are. :(
and to make matters worse
the paper was fucking easy, but i couldnt capitalise on that. if only i had not dozed off during the night .. if only, if only. if only..if only.
but what the fuck, my life in pjc had always been a series of if onlys and coulda beens ..
and today, sadly, was no exception.
popshuvit 10:35 PM
just ran the canal route under the lovely tuscan-like sun together with the tune of My Humps
all i did was run, run, run and run and run and did i mention RUN ..
trying to run away from troubles from Alvl that has plagued me.
trying to run away from everything ..
and i just ran and ran ..until i had to reluctantly stop because of some irritating cramps at my calves.
woke up really late today; 7.30am. and my paper starts at 8am. luckily my dad was on hand to bring me to sch..
felt bad as well, was supposed to wake a friend up at 3am. i promised, but didnt. Sorry, you know u who are. :(
and to make matters worse
the paper was fucking easy, but i couldnt capitalise on that. if only i had not dozed off during the night .. if only, if only. if only..if only.
but what the fuck, my life in pjc had always been a series of if onlys and coulda beens ..
and today, sadly, was no exception.
popshuvit 10:35 PM
he shoots, he scores yet another goal !
popshuvit 10:21 PM
Monday, November 07, 2005
took a break from studying to watch my juniors train under my coach Sunil.
I didnt know how to feel. Happy? Sad? I wouldnt say it was even a mixture of happiness and sadness. I felt empty within, devoid of any feelings.
I watched them go through their drills under the scrutiny of Mr Sunil. I thought of myself, a young and enthusiastic j1 Hockey player eagerly trying out all the drills set for us. In my muddled mind, I saw myself sprinting past the cones, sidestepping obstacles and guiding the ball with speed and precision.
But cheryl's voice jolted me back to my senses, beckoning me to go back study, that alvls was tmr, and That it was when it really hit me; the cold stark realisation that PJC HOCKEY is nothing but a closed chapter of my life. Sealed, entombed. I am no longer a aspiring j1 hockey player preparing for the National A Divisions. No.
I am A level Candidate Serial Number 0233, sitting for Biology and Maths tmr.
Unprepared, not ready to plunge myself into the sterile atmosphere of the hall at all..
Like a child who has just woken up, i dropped my stick and ball, and headed for the canteen. I was deeply disturbed, i felt like my heart was riddled with bullets..
I cannot accept the fact that i am no longer a PJC Hockey Player. It was my passion, my heartbeat; the only reason why i come to school.
To make matters worse, i felt so guilty when Cheryl helpfully taught me the fundamentals of Functions, Curve Sketching and other math topics. Here i was, already on the verge of just throwing in the towel and my friend was teaching me maths. Argh.
Off to Yewtee Mac to meet Ben for some serious Biology ..
popshuvit 5:29 AM
took a break from studying to watch my juniors train under my coach Sunil.
I didnt know how to feel. Happy? Sad? I wouldnt say it was even a mixture of happiness and sadness. I felt empty within, devoid of any feelings.
I watched them go through their drills under the scrutiny of Mr Sunil. I thought of myself, a young and enthusiastic j1 Hockey player eagerly trying out all the drills set for us. In my muddled mind, I saw myself sprinting past the cones, sidestepping obstacles and guiding the ball with speed and precision.
But cheryl's voice jolted me back to my senses, beckoning me to go back study, that alvls was tmr, and That it was when it really hit me; the cold stark realisation that PJC HOCKEY is nothing but a closed chapter of my life. Sealed, entombed. I am no longer a aspiring j1 hockey player preparing for the National A Divisions. No.
I am A level Candidate Serial Number 0233, sitting for Biology and Maths tmr.
Unprepared, not ready to plunge myself into the sterile atmosphere of the hall at all..
Like a child who has just woken up, i dropped my stick and ball, and headed for the canteen. I was deeply disturbed, i felt like my heart was riddled with bullets..
I cannot accept the fact that i am no longer a PJC Hockey Player. It was my passion, my heartbeat; the only reason why i come to school.
To make matters worse, i felt so guilty when Cheryl helpfully taught me the fundamentals of Functions, Curve Sketching and other math topics. Here i was, already on the verge of just throwing in the towel and my friend was teaching me maths. Argh.
Off to Yewtee Mac to meet Ben for some serious Biology ..
popshuvit 5:29 AM
Sunday, November 06, 2005
Took this pictures with my handphone at 4am+ while walking home frm Yew Tee MRT.
I like how the barren empty traffic junction seems so surreal, with the usually insignificant flashing lights of the traffic lights basking in all their glory.
Self Love is the greatest love of all
Quoted this from a friend
Off to give it some thought :)
popshuvit 11:40 AM
Took this pictures with my handphone at 4am+ while walking home frm Yew Tee MRT.
I like how the barren empty traffic junction seems so surreal, with the usually insignificant flashing lights of the traffic lights basking in all their glory.
Self Love is the greatest love of all
Quoted this from a friend
Off to give it some thought :)
popshuvit 11:40 AM
Saturday, November 05, 2005
My Album : Sweet Lullaby on a School Bench
Release Date : 25/11/2005
anyway, i ate ALOT today. Shit, im becoming like her.
Had Mc Nuggets and Mc Wings at Teckwhye Mac, then Mc Flurry and lil bit of Mc Sundae at Yewtee Mac, then 2 eggs at Yewtee Food Court, and if thats not enough, Xiao Wan Mian ( Mini Pot noodle ) for supper! At the rate im going.. brrr, i cant even bear to imagine me being fat. ..A fat FooKeat running on the hockey pitch ... bouncing around and clumsily jabbing opponents .. brrr
Carrot Cake + Blue Coral = Sick Combi
Me holding the eggs and kopi O .. hahaha.
Look like those prisoners going for a scheduled teeth brushing session rite..hahaha
sharapova said i look xialan in school uniform.
and i thought school uniforms actually bring out the diligent and hardworking look in you!
Did quite alot of maths today. Gotta do some Bio today to pitifully salvage wadeva i can.
tomorrow is my first paper, chinese B. Hahahhahahaha.
popshuvit 6:48 PM
My Album : Sweet Lullaby on a School Bench
Release Date : 25/11/2005
anyway, i ate ALOT today. Shit, im becoming like her.
Had Mc Nuggets and Mc Wings at Teckwhye Mac, then Mc Flurry and lil bit of Mc Sundae at Yewtee Mac, then 2 eggs at Yewtee Food Court, and if thats not enough, Xiao Wan Mian ( Mini Pot noodle ) for supper! At the rate im going.. brrr, i cant even bear to imagine me being fat. ..A fat FooKeat running on the hockey pitch ... bouncing around and clumsily jabbing opponents .. brrr
Carrot Cake + Blue Coral = Sick Combi
Me holding the eggs and kopi O .. hahaha.
Look like those prisoners going for a scheduled teeth brushing session rite..hahaha
sharapova said i look xialan in school uniform.
and i thought school uniforms actually bring out the diligent and hardworking look in you!
Did quite alot of maths today. Gotta do some Bio today to pitifully salvage wadeva i can.
tomorrow is my first paper, chinese B. Hahahhahahaha.
popshuvit 6:48 PM
Just bought the new album, Novemeber's Chopin ! :D
Hahaha i bet u guys are probably rolling your eyes and going WTF, keat actually listens to chinese pop?!
Yeah, but only Jay Chou :) He is, in my eyes, the true embodiment of musical talent in the weird, gibberish world of gay chinese pop culture. He stands out like a rose amongst the thorns ( wad a cliche!! ). Anyway, it is so easy for other aspiring stars to stand out in the Chinese Pop scenes, with faggy bands like ENERGY and Fuck 4.
I dont understand a single word in his songs
I dont know whats the story behind his songs
But i believe, music is a universal language in that people from all walks of life and different cultures can actually relate to songs simply by savouring their alluring rhythms :D
popshuvit 6:25 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
was studying in sch w mini sharapova.
played a lil bit of tennis with some of the tennis players as well, was great fun :)
did trigo, aye im fecked lah.
sigh, i think i have changed alot in the past 2 weeks.
aint so joyful about life anymore..
more serious and down to earth, coupled with the harsh realisation
that ive been nothing more than a failure for the past 2 years
failure for being so immatured in my thinking about my future prospects
failure for being so arrogant that somehow, someway, i will breeze past the alvls.
failure for being just so fucking complacent. ignorant.
sigh.
the way things are looking now; 3 days before alevels. even my most positive and confident side is crumbling as pathetically as a sand castle being kicked down to its foundations by a destructive rascal.
Where is my confidence in this fugly face of adversity?!? no, the more i search for an answer to all my woes and headaches, the deeper my heart sinks. sinking into a dark, murky bottomless pit of god knows what.
the more i search for an answer as to why i have let myself sunk this far without realising it sooner, im faced with even more questions in my head..
like a pool of bright red blood, spreading out on the impeccably white ground covered with snow.
yawn :[
going to sch later
popshuvit 6:19 PM
was studying in sch w mini sharapova.
played a lil bit of tennis with some of the tennis players as well, was great fun :)
did trigo, aye im fecked lah.
sigh, i think i have changed alot in the past 2 weeks.
aint so joyful about life anymore..
more serious and down to earth, coupled with the harsh realisation
that ive been nothing more than a failure for the past 2 years
failure for being so immatured in my thinking about my future prospects
failure for being so arrogant that somehow, someway, i will breeze past the alvls.
failure for being just so fucking complacent. ignorant.
sigh.
the way things are looking now; 3 days before alevels. even my most positive and confident side is crumbling as pathetically as a sand castle being kicked down to its foundations by a destructive rascal.
Where is my confidence in this fugly face of adversity?!? no, the more i search for an answer to all my woes and headaches, the deeper my heart sinks. sinking into a dark, murky bottomless pit of god knows what.
the more i search for an answer as to why i have let myself sunk this far without realising it sooner, im faced with even more questions in my head..
like a pool of bright red blood, spreading out on the impeccably white ground covered with snow.
yawn :[
going to sch later
popshuvit 6:19 PM
Thursday, November 03, 2005
We had so much fun together
You and i were one.
Together, we leave people trailing in our wake.
Together, we made them chase my shadow.
You and i were one.
We had gone through so much.
You were there when i scored my first goal for SRC
It was a reverse chop, and i will alawys love you for that.
You were there when i played in the SRC 4 aside.
You were there during my adivs.
You and i were one.
You were the source of my ego.
You gave me the reason to go school.
You gave me passion.
You fueled my arrogance on the pitch.
You and i were one.
I love you, my hockey stick.
popshuvit 5:11 PM
We had so much fun together
You and i were one.
Together, we leave people trailing in our wake.
Together, we made them chase my shadow.
You and i were one.
We had gone through so much.
You were there when i scored my first goal for SRC
It was a reverse chop, and i will alawys love you for that.
You were there when i played in the SRC 4 aside.
You were there during my adivs.
You and i were one.
You were the source of my ego.
You gave me the reason to go school.
You gave me passion.
You fueled my arrogance on the pitch.
You and i were one.
I love you, my hockey stick.
popshuvit 5:11 PM
Its like watching a car crash
From a window that I cant break.
You're falling down again
Tripping over tangled thoughts inside your head
That you cant pray away.
Well if you agree to be my patient,
I'll be the best damn doctor you've ever had.
for I precribe the perfect antidote.
Love.
popshuvit 4:17 PM
went to sch early w cheryl, we were the first onse to reach the school..
funny how the school feels when you have the entire complex to yourselves. :)
the atmosphere was surreal, the empty tables and chairs at the concourse just look kind of weird, devoid of all the incessant chatters of students during school hours.
we went to explore the creepy female toilets behind the hall. the motion sensors detected our tense movement and the entire row of lights along the corridor lit up all at once.
whoa. chill. its just the motion sensors.
but something really bizarre happened right before our eyes. the fan in the female toilet sprang into life, oscillating from to right!
holy shit, i thought.
okay, i know the motion sensor activates the lights , but the fan?? It was the kind of fan which has somethnig like a cable whereby u gotta pull down to swtich it on. it just came on like that..
we backed away and stared into the toilet in utter disbelief. there was no need to explain to cheryl what i saw. it was fucking obvious something didnt feel right about that fan lol.
after awhile, i took tender steps into the girl's toilet. and instead of the lights switching on in the female toilet, the lights along the corridor blacked out!
at the same time, cheryl swore she heard vague footsteps from the other end of the corridor and started to make a run for the flight of stairs nearest to the hall!
i ran lah of cause..
pictures will be uploaded soon! :d
popshuvit 1:36 AM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
as i sit here and watch you
i wonder if sitting here is too good to be true!
suddenly,you made your move,
that somehow set my heart aloof.
i watch your lips as they move,
As to show off some sort of groove.
i watch your oh so sexy body as it swaaaysss
which sometimes makes my mind wanna playyyyy
then i look into the dark recesses of your eyes as they seem to gesture to me,
iwonder when the hell are you going to stop yelling at me
popshuvit 4:14 PM
as i sit here and watch you
i wonder if sitting here is too good to be true!
suddenly,you made your move,
that somehow set my heart aloof.
i watch your lips as they move,
As to show off some sort of groove.
i watch your oh so sexy body as it swaaaysss
which sometimes makes my mind wanna playyyyy
then i look into the dark recesses of your eyes as they seem to gesture to me,
iwonder when the hell are you going to stop yelling at me
popshuvit 4:14 PM
To [ ]
Erm, its a pity.
.
..
...
Your summer was too short
And autumn brought dead leaves
popshuvit 6:21 AM
:: Cold @ Delifrance ::
Oh You..
Cold Quiet Cool ..
At The Airport
It was cold. cool. quiet.
Slow the shivers down
To a gentle vibration pls.
Took a nap for 15mins
Eyes closed.
Open
Pull in the air
Let it out
Fragile shudder.
Brr its really fuckin cold.
Out comes my Manutd Jersey.
--
popshuvit 6:03 AM
my head feels like a slushy muddy swamp right now.
i cant think straight, my vision is blurred
and thoughts are muddled.
my exams are just around the corner
like craving vultures circling around me.
but i am still not doing much about it :/
procrastinations and
dalliance, delaying, dabbling ..
just what the fuck am i doing.
god help me.
anyone.
ate sakae sushi buffet. was boring. don wanna talk about it.
accidetally took Sakae Sushi's Cake Menu card with me along as i left the restaurant..hahahaha
couldnt study, so i talked to a friend at viewing gallery
watched Guruda International Airlines and i think there was a Qantas there too
drank my first full can of heineken too, bought my first bottle of Jurgens moisturizer hahaha. omg cheryl turning me into a fecking metro
popshuvit 5:19 AM
