Saturday, December 31, 2005
went chinablack with old buddies sam, myan and jj.
music was simply fucking kick ass.
from mambo retro to pumpin' hip hop to THUMPING rock!
of cause, the place was contaminated with all the yoyo pple; bengs lians whatever.
oh
leny kravitz - will i ever see you again
this song just echoes my thoughts right now.
there was this long streak of retro hits like
its my life
sweet child of mine
hahaha that was the peak of the night alright! all of us were going ALL RETRO CRAZY !
dooo deeeee dooo dee dadaaaaa daaaaa
OOOOHHHHH
ITS MY LFIE
ITS MY LIFEEE!
popshuvit 10:10 PM
went chinablack with old buddies sam, myan and jj.
music was simply fucking kick ass.
from mambo retro to pumpin' hip hop to THUMPING rock!
of cause, the place was contaminated with all the yoyo pple; bengs lians whatever.
oh
leny kravitz - will i ever see you again
this song just echoes my thoughts right now.
there was this long streak of retro hits like
its my life
sweet child of mine
hahaha that was the peak of the night alright! all of us were going ALL RETRO CRAZY !
dooo deeeee dooo dee dadaaaaa daaaaa
OOOOHHHHH
ITS MY LFIE
ITS MY LIFEEE!
popshuvit 10:10 PM
Friday, December 30, 2005
urgh i feel so fucking disgusted now
was skating around neighbourhood and was skating down this long decline
everything was cool, the wind against my face was orgasmic.
until
BRRRKkkk ! BRRKKkk !
Heard these gruesome sounds from underneath my skateboard all of a sudden.
Felt 2 sudden jerks.
I stoppped and ...looked.
Lying smashed up with its insides turn inside out, were 2 snails ( few secs ago ). I could see the shell with and the point of impact, gosh its literally blown into smithereens !
Felt my insides churn violenty..
URGHHHH WTF
popshuvit 6:37 PM
urgh i feel so fucking disgusted now
was skating around neighbourhood and was skating down this long decline
everything was cool, the wind against my face was orgasmic.
until
BRRRKkkk ! BRRKKkk !
Heard these gruesome sounds from underneath my skateboard all of a sudden.
Felt 2 sudden jerks.
I stoppped and ...looked.
Lying smashed up with its insides turn inside out, were 2 snails ( few secs ago ). I could see the shell with and the point of impact, gosh its literally blown into smithereens !
Felt my insides churn violenty..
URGHHHH WTF
popshuvit 6:37 PM
if you want to get it on with my friend, its cool.
if you got her all tipsy and drunk, fine. you just spoilt your clubbing night cus u have to sit down with her or take her home.
but son of a bitch, dont ever leave my friend all drunk by her own in club, and run home after that, dont even got the guts to answer our calls.
ur just a dickhead
popshuvit 5:29 AM
Thursday, December 29, 2005
the fearsome vert.
hesitated at the tip for a good 5minutes before taking the plunge
haha went skating with mark this afternoon. the moment i saw this "Vert", i was like " aiyah im just gonna get to the top of the vert and skid down"
how wrong was i !
when i got to the top my legs turned to jelly and became wobbly man. but deep down i told myself i was gonna do this vert, be it having a sore ass after that. i heard mark from downstairs shouting some words of encouragement or something like that..but those words sounded muffled and distant; it was like i was in another dimension of fear which i have to overcome myself.
the first time i did it, i forgot to press down my front foot hard enough and the skateboard eluded me once it made contact with the ramp, and i landed on the ramp on my left ass AND then skidded across the ramp. IMPACT + BURN = wtfowwh.
went gotham.
great.
popshuvit 3:36 AM
the fearsome vert.
hesitated at the tip for a good 5minutes before taking the plunge
haha went skating with mark this afternoon. the moment i saw this "Vert", i was like " aiyah im just gonna get to the top of the vert and skid down"
how wrong was i !
when i got to the top my legs turned to jelly and became wobbly man. but deep down i told myself i was gonna do this vert, be it having a sore ass after that. i heard mark from downstairs shouting some words of encouragement or something like that..but those words sounded muffled and distant; it was like i was in another dimension of fear which i have to overcome myself.
the first time i did it, i forgot to press down my front foot hard enough and the skateboard eluded me once it made contact with the ramp, and i landed on the ramp on my left ass AND then skidded across the ramp. IMPACT + BURN = wtfowwh.
went gotham.
great.
popshuvit 3:36 AM
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground
And start new when your heart is an empty room
With walls of the deepest blue
Fall fades how it ages when you're away
Spring blooms and you find the love that's true
But you don't know what now to do
Cause the chase is all you know
And she stopped running months ago
And all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home out on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
The flames and smoke climbed out of every window
And disappeared with everything that you held dear
And you shed not a single tear for the things that you didn't need
Cause you knew you were finally free
Cause all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home out on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
And all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home there on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
- my favourite band " Death Cab for cutie ",
popshuvit 6:29 PM
Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground
And start new when your heart is an empty room
With walls of the deepest blue
Fall fades how it ages when you're away
Spring blooms and you find the love that's true
But you don't know what now to do
Cause the chase is all you know
And she stopped running months ago
And all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home out on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
The flames and smoke climbed out of every window
And disappeared with everything that you held dear
And you shed not a single tear for the things that you didn't need
Cause you knew you were finally free
Cause all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home out on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
And all you see is where else you could be
When you're at home there on the street
Are so many possibilities to not be alone
- my favourite band " Death Cab for cutie ",
popshuvit 6:29 PM
Monday, December 26, 2005
had a wonderful xmas dinner at tony ramos with my family
popshuvit 5:57 AM
had a wonderful xmas dinner at tony ramos with my family
popshuvit 5:57 AM
Friday, December 23, 2005
Falala @ Indochine.
the most solid party to date, hands down. the mood was rock on with hawtties on display with every turn of your bobbing head.
the music was a tad frustrating, frustrating in the sense that it is topsy turvy with the bizarre mix of gd and crap tracks. never mind the congestion on the dance floor.
baggage was a problem. so i hid my topman plastic bag in one of the bushes behind indonchine and prayed nobody will stumble upon it.
before we hit the dancefloor, we headed over to 7/11 and Shankar bought a bottle of Jack Daniels ( UR DA MAN ).
Something funny happened, all my friends redeemed their free drinks ticket with a Tequila POP but due to habit, i accidnetally ordered Bourbon Coke..
We managed to find a table for alluvus to pop their tequila. I have never tried tequila pop before, let alone pop one. So it was interesting to just look. Hahaha.
Due to our large group, we manage to "establish" our own dancing space..WOOHOOO.
i pity john lah. hahaha he just bought his cap yesterday and brought it to the party. now its gone. sorry kays, our fault too. we were passing his cap around the circle lah. hahaha.
Then all of a sudden, someone shouted " QUICK GO OUTSIDE , MARK GOT INTO A FIGHT ! " I was like, oh waddafuck mark what have you done now.
When we got out of the pub, there was Mark, surrounded by a group of guys..fecking losers.
And THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT.
Everything was subsiding already. Both parties have calmed down and were talking it out , man to man. Just when the tension was really about to go away............
Shankar, who was the last to arrive on scene, didnt know the matter has subsided.
Shankar, like some big fuck GANGSTA, BARGED INTO THE CROWD WITH A fucking swagger, arms flying.
" OIE CHEEBYE WHO WANNA FIGHT ! AH! "
those of you who know shankar, imagine his high pitch shrill voice lah. LOL.
......the rest is long story.
the party ended with the song " You Are Beautiful " By James Blunt. Nice moments :)
popshuvit 10:47 PM
Falala @ Indochine.
the most solid party to date, hands down. the mood was rock on with hawtties on display with every turn of your bobbing head.
the music was a tad frustrating, frustrating in the sense that it is topsy turvy with the bizarre mix of gd and crap tracks. never mind the congestion on the dance floor.
baggage was a problem. so i hid my topman plastic bag in one of the bushes behind indonchine and prayed nobody will stumble upon it.
before we hit the dancefloor, we headed over to 7/11 and Shankar bought a bottle of Jack Daniels ( UR DA MAN ).
Something funny happened, all my friends redeemed their free drinks ticket with a Tequila POP but due to habit, i accidnetally ordered Bourbon Coke..
We managed to find a table for alluvus to pop their tequila. I have never tried tequila pop before, let alone pop one. So it was interesting to just look. Hahaha.
Due to our large group, we manage to "establish" our own dancing space..WOOHOOO.
i pity john lah. hahaha he just bought his cap yesterday and brought it to the party. now its gone. sorry kays, our fault too. we were passing his cap around the circle lah. hahaha.
Then all of a sudden, someone shouted " QUICK GO OUTSIDE , MARK GOT INTO A FIGHT ! " I was like, oh waddafuck mark what have you done now.
When we got out of the pub, there was Mark, surrounded by a group of guys..fecking losers.
And THIS IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT.
Everything was subsiding already. Both parties have calmed down and were talking it out , man to man. Just when the tension was really about to go away............
Shankar, who was the last to arrive on scene, didnt know the matter has subsided.
Shankar, like some big fuck GANGSTA, BARGED INTO THE CROWD WITH A fucking swagger, arms flying.
" OIE CHEEBYE WHO WANNA FIGHT ! AH! "
those of you who know shankar, imagine his high pitch shrill voice lah. LOL.
......the rest is long story.
the party ended with the song " You Are Beautiful " By James Blunt. Nice moments :)
popshuvit 10:47 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
We played 3 matches under the pouring rain at NTU yesterday, these are the scores.
SRC 0 JWSS 0
SRC 0 SRC Youth 0
SRC 1 JWSS
Tried playing skirmish mode in the RTS game called Frozen Throne and got pwned by computer, i think i gotta check the net for some strategies.
Anyone going to Falala tonight?
popshuvit 7:08 PM
We played 3 matches under the pouring rain at NTU yesterday, these are the scores.
SRC 0 JWSS 0
SRC 0 SRC Youth 0
SRC 1 JWSS
Tried playing skirmish mode in the RTS game called Frozen Throne and got pwned by computer, i think i gotta check the net for some strategies.
Anyone going to Falala tonight?
popshuvit 7:08 PM
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
going to play for SRC U-21 in a friendly match later .. i vow to run my ass off for this match..i must..i must.
popshuvit 8:31 AM
going to play for SRC U-21 in a friendly match later .. i vow to run my ass off for this match..i must..i must.
popshuvit 8:31 AM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
had my worst fall so far from skating.
tried to do an Ollie and it went horribly wrong it was disgusting.
somehow my back foot landed on the extreme tip of the board and it flew up vertically and smacked against my kneecaps before i fell , again on the same kneecap, to the ground.
fuckitooowww.
Anyway guys check this out.
popshuvit 9:33 AM
had my worst fall so far from skating.
tried to do an Ollie and it went horribly wrong it was disgusting.
somehow my back foot landed on the extreme tip of the board and it flew up vertically and smacked against my kneecaps before i fell , again on the same kneecap, to the ground.
fuckitooowww.
Anyway guys check this out.
popshuvit 9:33 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
had a thrilling day out skating with mark and daryl.
first we headed down to spitfire to get my board..and the end result..
skated at the carpark of NorthVale. It was going alllllll nice and smoooth until the security guard came down and put a halt to our practice. So we decided to head over to the basketball court at Limbang.
Mark giving his trademark fuckface look.
Still thinking if I should go to Blackout on 21st. MMM.
popshuvit 7:24 PM
had a thrilling day out skating with mark and daryl.
first we headed down to spitfire to get my board..and the end result..
skated at the carpark of NorthVale. It was going alllllll nice and smoooth until the security guard came down and put a halt to our practice. So we decided to head over to the basketball court at Limbang.
Mark giving his trademark fuckface look.
Still thinking if I should go to Blackout on 21st. MMM.
popshuvit 7:24 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Went to DXO last night, hoping for some trance action. Free entry before 11pm, hmm. why not? :P When i entered, i understood why they need the free entry promo. There was hardly anyone in the club, nobody shaking their thang on the dance floor and the reputable DJ ( NORMAN H ) was spinning for nobody. How sad. Haha. We decided to wait until 12.30am, hoping for the crowd to enter. Nada. While waiting, something stupid happend.
I asked the bartender how much is 1 glass of Bourbon. I swear i heard $2.50, so i happily ordered 2 glasses. When the bill came back, it was $17 !! OMGWTF.
I : eehh i thought shd be $5 ?
he : ?? $8.50 x 2 = $17 what.
I : oh. 8.50?? ...Ohh.
Felt so malu k.
Frustrated with the lack of crowd, we left and took a cab down to Chinablack. Ahhhhh NOW WE ARE TALKING. Wooh hooo. However, i was quite dissapointed as well. Too many overly casually-dressed guys and girls. Too many ah bengs and twits. Too many ah lians and cyndi-wannabe. Too many mats in tappered pants and slippers. How the hell did they enter Cblack?? So the whole scene was rather.....un-clubbish. Nevertheless, the music was smashing good with an almost perfect blend of hiphop/rnb/retro.
See yall on the 23rd! :D
popshuvit 5:26 PM
Went to DXO last night, hoping for some trance action. Free entry before 11pm, hmm. why not? :P When i entered, i understood why they need the free entry promo. There was hardly anyone in the club, nobody shaking their thang on the dance floor and the reputable DJ ( NORMAN H ) was spinning for nobody. How sad. Haha. We decided to wait until 12.30am, hoping for the crowd to enter. Nada. While waiting, something stupid happend.
I asked the bartender how much is 1 glass of Bourbon. I swear i heard $2.50, so i happily ordered 2 glasses. When the bill came back, it was $17 !! OMGWTF.
I : eehh i thought shd be $5 ?
he : ?? $8.50 x 2 = $17 what.
I : oh. 8.50?? ...Ohh.
Felt so malu k.
Frustrated with the lack of crowd, we left and took a cab down to Chinablack. Ahhhhh NOW WE ARE TALKING. Wooh hooo. However, i was quite dissapointed as well. Too many overly casually-dressed guys and girls. Too many ah bengs and twits. Too many ah lians and cyndi-wannabe. Too many mats in tappered pants and slippers. How the hell did they enter Cblack?? So the whole scene was rather.....un-clubbish. Nevertheless, the music was smashing good with an almost perfect blend of hiphop/rnb/retro.
See yall on the 23rd! :D
popshuvit 5:26 PM
a day of mishaps and haps.
Wanted to catch King Kong with a friend, but there was no more nice allocations left by the time we got there. So....
We watched Perhaps Love instead.
It is a story about 2 people who, once upon a time, knew and were madly in love with each other before. Somehow, their careers brought them further and further apart until all love and contact was lost. The guy ( Takashi Kineshiro ) and the girl ( lets call her B ) both became actors and actress. 10 fateful years later, both of them will be reunited in the making of a movie. Yada yada yada. Boring. There were lotsa flashbacks , and that is very confusing! I thought all flashbacks in movies are in black and white so that people will know its something derived from the past? Not in PerhapsLove though. I kept on mixing up the past with present. It was a chore trying to decipher the orientation of the movie.
Had Seoul Garden for dinner. OMGWTF what a shock i was treated to. I looked at the price chart boldy pasted outside the restaurant. It read ....
Adult [ Weekend ]
$15.80+++
And guess how much we paid in the end? $51+ . WTF!!!!! Thats about $25 per person. Fucking cheats, Seoul Garden.
popshuvit 5:11 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
currently my favourite rock band.
1. I hate your eyes
2. Sydney
3. One more Night
4. Our last dance
I Hate Your Eyes Lyrics
As if your the one to talk
Trying to take what you don’t have
Whatever made you so jealous
I’m tired of being quiet
I’m sick of writing the songs that make you think that you're so special
You never really were that special
I’m ready to start this riot
I’m ready to start a new democracy
Or something like it
One for all and all against you
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
So do it one more time so I can sing this
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
Maybe later we can start one
Start a new relationship
You'll call it friendship, I'll call it a
Second chance for you
Get on your knees and beg to me not to
Call you names, behind your back or
To your face, you're nothing but my crush that went away
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
So do it one more time so I can sing this
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
It’s up to you for this
Should we just call it off
I’ve tried so many times before
It’s up to you for this
Should we just call it off
It’s up to you for this
'Cause I’m gonna set it off
Come on angel...let’s talk this over
Come on angel
Come on angel...let’s talk this over
Come on angel
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
So do it one more time so I can sing this
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
Scarlet Letter Part 2 Lyrics
Crush my bones tonight,
So thin that they might slide under his door
Leave my heart for the world to see
He did this to me
He thinks he's framed, so clueless as to
The situation he's found himself in
Buried beneath his haunted memories
So cough cough cough it up
Have you lost your breath, or maybe that's me
Tearing out your lungs, tell me how it feels
To know this is just my dream
And it's your, reality
A scheme pulls me, in the direction of my living room
A body laying on the floor, looking at me with a blank blank stare
On his face
Does this seem familiar, Does this seem familiar?
So cough cough cough it up
Have you lost your breath, or maybe that's me
Tearing out your lungs, so tell me how it feels
To know that this is just my dream
And it's your, reality [x2]
popshuvit 5:45 PM
currently my favourite rock band.
1. I hate your eyes
2. Sydney
3. One more Night
4. Our last dance
I Hate Your Eyes Lyrics
As if your the one to talk
Trying to take what you don’t have
Whatever made you so jealous
I’m tired of being quiet
I’m sick of writing the songs that make you think that you're so special
You never really were that special
I’m ready to start this riot
I’m ready to start a new democracy
Or something like it
One for all and all against you
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
So do it one more time so I can sing this
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
Maybe later we can start one
Start a new relationship
You'll call it friendship, I'll call it a
Second chance for you
Get on your knees and beg to me not to
Call you names, behind your back or
To your face, you're nothing but my crush that went away
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
So do it one more time so I can sing this
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
It’s up to you for this
Should we just call it off
I’ve tried so many times before
It’s up to you for this
Should we just call it off
It’s up to you for this
'Cause I’m gonna set it off
Come on angel...let’s talk this over
Come on angel
Come on angel...let’s talk this over
Come on angel
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
So do it one more time so I can sing this
Hey hey, wooh oh oh
This makes for the perfect song
Scarlet Letter Part 2 Lyrics
Crush my bones tonight,
So thin that they might slide under his door
Leave my heart for the world to see
He did this to me
He thinks he's framed, so clueless as to
The situation he's found himself in
Buried beneath his haunted memories
So cough cough cough it up
Have you lost your breath, or maybe that's me
Tearing out your lungs, tell me how it feels
To know this is just my dream
And it's your, reality
A scheme pulls me, in the direction of my living room
A body laying on the floor, looking at me with a blank blank stare
On his face
Does this seem familiar, Does this seem familiar?
So cough cough cough it up
Have you lost your breath, or maybe that's me
Tearing out your lungs, so tell me how it feels
To know that this is just my dream
And it's your, reality [x2]
popshuvit 5:45 PM
HehHeh, finally got a new pair of nike dunks. Got a brown stussy long sleeve as well. The way im spending my moolahs, shd i be worried? But then again, you get $300+ per month in NS..hahahaha, so that should help to cover the expenses now. Haha.
Played hockey with jamie and leonard and the rest of the hockey juniors in school. I felt really lethargic, sluggish. I have not sleep at all since the party last night, i dont even feel the urge to do so, i think my body clock is fecked up pretty badly. Hehh.
Hoping to catch KingKong later!
popshuvit 5:24 PM
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Back from the party at coccolatte. Fucked up pretty badly.
Great to see so many fellow pjc-ers there, :D, the first 30mins of the party was really fun with the pjc army dominating and pwning the dance floor. Hahah, baoloon and co were having some gay fun with the damn POLE. Shankar was being a p.i.m.p by treating us all to 4 JUGS. OMFG. LOL. Saw this girl amongst the PJC group as well, i didnt know she was none other than my hockey junior, Aida, until my friend told me. Hahaha, wtf right.
But...
Just when the party was really hotting up and living up to its name, Naughty Indulgence, guess what.
A FUCKING POLICE RAID?!
The music stopped. The people left and the dancefloor went barren and dead.
Everyone was forced to leave the club, fucking anti climax ok. Apparently, the crowd at cocolatte exceeded the max capacity of the club. Or thats what i heard. There was a long long delay before most of the clubbers were allowed re-entry. But what the hell, the mood is long gone. Many of them also left the party during the wait..
Thankfully, the Dj played some high octane rock pumping tracks and after the party restarted with a huge bang.
popshuvit 4:13 PM
Back from the party at coccolatte. Fucked up pretty badly.
Great to see so many fellow pjc-ers there, :D, the first 30mins of the party was really fun with the pjc army dominating and pwning the dance floor. Hahah, baoloon and co were having some gay fun with the damn POLE. Shankar was being a p.i.m.p by treating us all to 4 JUGS. OMFG. LOL. Saw this girl amongst the PJC group as well, i didnt know she was none other than my hockey junior, Aida, until my friend told me. Hahaha, wtf right.
But...
Just when the party was really hotting up and living up to its name, Naughty Indulgence, guess what.
A FUCKING POLICE RAID?!
The music stopped. The people left and the dancefloor went barren and dead.
Everyone was forced to leave the club, fucking anti climax ok. Apparently, the crowd at cocolatte exceeded the max capacity of the club. Or thats what i heard. There was a long long delay before most of the clubbers were allowed re-entry. But what the hell, the mood is long gone. Many of them also left the party during the wait..
Thankfully, the Dj played some high octane rock pumping tracks and after the party restarted with a huge bang.
popshuvit 4:13 PM
the coolio led display at Phuture
Went to zouk with my bruddas. Not going back there anymore.
Its too fucking crowded. People with Claustrophobia will die in there, trust me. You can hardly groove, let alone breathe! Music was great though, with the usual hiphop tracks dominating the playlist that night.
Mambo night was funny. Hahahahahaha. Like the quirky retro dance moves. We formed a small circle and it soon became an even larger one with otsA other people spontaneuosly joining in and rawkin tgt as 1 big unit. It was GREAT fun :D
The last few tracks at main room was awesome and adrenaline pumpin. We were all jumping around like our pants are on fire. Hahahaha. RETRO IS THE WAY!
popshuvit 4:01 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Event : PJC HOCKEY GUYS 2004/2005 vs pjc hockey guys 2005/2006
Time : 9am - 11am
Venue : NTU
How to get there : Alight at Boonlay Mrt, take a bus there :)
Im excited returning to the place where , not so long ago, all my happiness and motivation to life stems from. It was the hockey pitch that allowed me to express myself in the most accurate way possible. It was on the hockey pitch that all my troubles seemed so far away, like entombed in another dimension; my sanctuary.
[UPDATED]
The match ended with the seniors emerging as convincing victors, outlined by the score of 3-1. Think i pulled my calves while reaching for one of the stray balls hit forth from their D.
popshuvit 3:26 PM
Event : PJC HOCKEY GUYS 2004/2005 vs pjc hockey guys 2005/2006
Time : 9am - 11am
Venue : NTU
How to get there : Alight at Boonlay Mrt, take a bus there :)
Im excited returning to the place where , not so long ago, all my happiness and motivation to life stems from. It was the hockey pitch that allowed me to express myself in the most accurate way possible. It was on the hockey pitch that all my troubles seemed so far away, like entombed in another dimension; my sanctuary.
[UPDATED]
The match ended with the seniors emerging as convincing victors, outlined by the score of 3-1. Think i pulled my calves while reaching for one of the stray balls hit forth from their D.
popshuvit 3:26 PM
Saturday, December 10, 2005
sometimes live proceeds at such a turbulent pace, its better to sit inside a dustbin and savour everything as they are, slowly.'
Lost and broken,
Hopeless and lonely.
Smiling on the outside,
and hurt beneath my skin.
My eyes are fading,
My soul is bleeding.
I'll try to make it seem okay,
But my faith is wearing thin.
popshuvit 8:27 PM
sometimes live proceeds at such a turbulent pace, its better to sit inside a dustbin and savour everything as they are, slowly.'
Lost and broken,
Hopeless and lonely.
Smiling on the outside,
and hurt beneath my skin.
My eyes are fading,
My soul is bleeding.
I'll try to make it seem okay,
But my faith is wearing thin.
popshuvit 8:27 PM
Naughty Indulgence @ Cocclatte
15th Dec ( Thursday )
Presale $13 , At e Door $15
1 for 1 drinks from 11pm to 12am !
Rnb plus heavy dosage of Hiphop ALL NIGHT LONG !
Who's coming!
popshuvit 6:25 PM
The feeling of unreciprocated love is one of the most confusing experiences a human can undergo because attempts to suppress the recurring feelings are just as futile as the feelings themselves. Loving someone who does not love you back only adds an eerie distance to a relationship with no commonly shared objectives and ends up pushing the loved party away. Furthermore, if, in loving someone, you know the individual doesn’t love or want to be with you, it must be questioned whether or not the love is real. True love must be selfless. Wanting someone else to have something that person does not want contradicts the essence of selflessness and thus love itself. When you love someone who does not love you, you bring a terrible paradox into your life. Your force yourself to constantly reevaluate your sanity, for no sane person, it seems, would want to fixate his hopes and dreams on something he knows he can never achieve. No, a sane person would realize the painstaking ineffectuality and move on, exercise self-discipline. It becomes an addiction, the thriving force behind both humanity and insanity. The enjoyment you get from the hope of one day being with that person is miniscule in comparison to the excessive detriment of the recurring fostering of the unassailable illogicality called love. But such pain is existence; you ponder, and see how little control you have. Why believe? What if these feelings have existed for days, weeks, months, years, and all attempts to fool yourself into believing they have withered die down when you see that you have not permanently reduced their extent,every action has an equal and opposite reaction - and send you back up with a pain as bad as the pain of the first moment of realization that the love lacked reciprocation. SAD.
And this is what Jamie has to say about the concept of Unreciprocated Love.
:)
lets all lend the nerd some money says:
its when the person doesnt like u back lor
keat. says:
something more in depth lah
lets all lend the nerd some money says:
geez..i duno man..
lets all lend the nerd some money says:
urmm
lets all lend the nerd some money says:
its when you feel dejected and lonely and unloved cos of rejection
lets all lend the nerd some money says:
when your other half is being a nehneh
keat. says:
hmm
keat. says:
...
popshuvit 8:44 AM
Friday, December 09, 2005
victim number 2 : Wen Kai
fookeat says:
wanna join us this thursday at coccolatte?
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chocalate party ah
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choco
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lol
fookeat says:
wtf haha u and leeyan same
fookeat says:
when i told her
fookeat says:
she asked me " there got lotsa chocolates to eat ? "
fookeat says:
den i go paste on my blog
fookeat says:
haha
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lol
. says:
realli wad
fookeat says:
ur the next one
fookeat says:
HAHAHAHA
. says:
sounds like some chocolate party
fookeat says:
kai
fookeat says:
ur gone
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LOL
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y
fookeat says:
i going to do to u
fookeat says:
wad i did to leeyen
. says:
ey lol!
. says:
wad did u do
. says:
ey relax leh
. says:
wad byebyekai
. says:
calm down
. says:
ey nooooooo
. says:
ey where r u
. says:
omg
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-_
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hey look here
. says:
.
. says:
hey
fookeat says:
hahahah
. says:
wads dat dot doin dere
fookeat says:
i gonig to blog about it lah
. says:
heh
. says:
merp!
. says:
but realli sounds like choc party lor
fookeat says:
hahaha the more u say
fookeat says:
the more i can paste
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LOL
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wth
. says:
realli wad tot dey have dis kinda theme parties wan
popshuvit 8:30 AM
victim number 2 : Wen Kai
fookeat says:
wanna join us this thursday at coccolatte?
. says:
chocalate party ah
. says:
choco
. says:
lol
fookeat says:
wtf haha u and leeyan same
fookeat says:
when i told her
fookeat says:
she asked me " there got lotsa chocolates to eat ? "
fookeat says:
den i go paste on my blog
fookeat says:
haha
. says:
lol
. says:
realli wad
fookeat says:
ur the next one
fookeat says:
HAHAHAHA
. says:
sounds like some chocolate party
fookeat says:
kai
fookeat says:
ur gone
. says:
LOL
. says:
y
fookeat says:
i going to do to u
fookeat says:
wad i did to leeyen
. says:
ey lol!
. says:
wad did u do
. says:
ey relax leh
. says:
wad byebyekai
. says:
calm down
. says:
ey nooooooo
. says:
ey where r u
. says:
omg
. says:
-_
. says:
hey look here
. says:
.
. says:
hey
fookeat says:
hahahah
. says:
wads dat dot doin dere
fookeat says:
i gonig to blog about it lah
. says:
heh
. says:
merp!
. says:
but realli sounds like choc party lor
fookeat says:
hahaha the more u say
fookeat says:
the more i can paste
. says:
LOL
. says:
wth
. says:
realli wad tot dey have dis kinda theme parties wan
popshuvit 8:30 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
back from the HCJC post prom party.
shagged.
enjoyed myself. :)
popshuvit 6:28 PM
back from the HCJC post prom party.
shagged.
enjoyed myself. :)
popshuvit 6:28 PM
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Ronaldo gives the middle fingers to Benifica supporters. The useless cunt. Really dissapointed with Ronaldo lately. Gave away possession far too cheaply.
We arent CL quality. If we cant beat teams like Lille and Benfica then I am pretty sure that we would have been hammered by the big boys. Teams like Juventus and Barcelona who have the right players in the right positions. Its better to die of with dignity.
The Glazers now know the true worth of this team and can act upon it. I hope that they would investigate how come our team had suffered from this steady decline, and why the defensive midfielder's role, once lead by great players like Stiles and Keane is now played by a striker.
SAF had once said that no one is bigger than the club. I hope that the club sticks to that quote and decide wisely. SACK HIM.
popshuvit 9:01 PM
Ronaldo gives the middle fingers to Benifica supporters. The useless cunt. Really dissapointed with Ronaldo lately. Gave away possession far too cheaply.
We arent CL quality. If we cant beat teams like Lille and Benfica then I am pretty sure that we would have been hammered by the big boys. Teams like Juventus and Barcelona who have the right players in the right positions. Its better to die of with dignity.
The Glazers now know the true worth of this team and can act upon it. I hope that they would investigate how come our team had suffered from this steady decline, and why the defensive midfielder's role, once lead by great players like Stiles and Keane is now played by a striker.
SAF had once said that no one is bigger than the club. I hope that the club sticks to that quote and decide wisely. SACK HIM.
popshuvit 9:01 PM
FUCK YOU ALEX FERGUSON.
JUST GET THE FUCK OUT OF MAN UTD.
THE PLAYERS DONT NEED YOUR FUCKED UP TACTICS.
THE FANS DONT NEED YOU AROUND THE CLUB ANYMORE.
JUST FUCK OFF USELESS SONAFABITCH.
popshuvit 1:42 PM
You're my sweet charade
The broken hearted game
I can't and don't want to stop playing
Even though I know we will never be the same.
popshuvit 11:28 AM
Me : going Cocolatte next thursday with ur fishing gang?
if u get there before i do, dun gif up on me.. love, me. says:
there got lotsa chocolates to eat?
for the record, that was none other than Leeyen.
LOL X 100
popshuvit 6:34 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Me and fellow Scorpions Football Club team mate Shawn !
Me and Ms Teo, pjc cutest female teacher.
Great night out partying at Gotham..
Saw lotsa people getting wasted. Dont feel sorry for them, really. But these people shd wake up their fucking idea and drink within their limits. Its not as simple as you cant party because ur wasted, but pls pls spare a thought for your friends! You jeopardise their party fun just because they gotta take care of you, just because you drank too many. Urgh.
Going out for a dental appointment. =E Imma gonna have a nice set of impeccably white teeth. Then its off to Sommerset to accompany Grace for her work interview. Hope she gets it.
popshuvit 9:24 AM
Me and fellow Scorpions Football Club team mate Shawn !
Me and Ms Teo, pjc cutest female teacher.
Great night out partying at Gotham..
Saw lotsa people getting wasted. Dont feel sorry for them, really. But these people shd wake up their fucking idea and drink within their limits. Its not as simple as you cant party because ur wasted, but pls pls spare a thought for your friends! You jeopardise their party fun just because they gotta take care of you, just because you drank too many. Urgh.
Going out for a dental appointment. =E Imma gonna have a nice set of impeccably white teeth. Then its off to Sommerset to accompany Grace for her work interview. Hope she gets it.
popshuvit 9:24 AM
no abalone, no shark fin and they fucking charged us $80.
popshuvit 1:51 AM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
had a pulsating run around cck neighbourhood last night.
played soccer and basketball w/ ben early this morning.
played a soccer match at tampinese just now. won 4-2.
tomorrow is prom.
but i aint enjoying myself as much as i shd be doing.
emptiness.
popshuvit 4:53 AM
had a pulsating run around cck neighbourhood last night.
played soccer and basketball w/ ben early this morning.
played a soccer match at tampinese just now. won 4-2.
tomorrow is prom.
but i aint enjoying myself as much as i shd be doing.
emptiness.
popshuvit 4:53 AM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
reminiscent.
popshuvit 5:59 PM
reminiscent.
popshuvit 5:59 PM
The team before the kick off. Lost 2-4. Good performance in the 2nd half, =)
popshuvit 5:35 PM
Got a match tmr, gotta reach tampinese at 2pm, and then training on Prom day in the morning. Hahaha, i love this kind of lifestyle. Hope my calves wont cramp again, really gotta see a doctor soon. I think there's some serious underyling problems with them. Haha whats the point of having well toned calves when they cramped up all the time, fucking bollox right.
Yes, friends never say goodbye. :) Thanks.
popshuvit 3:40 AM
Mohawk .. it was fun :P
Nice? : )
Uh ...
Been hit by a truck. Urgh.
My new physical extension of my ego on field. Hahhhha.
popshuvit 3:31 AM
the top of the world
popshuvit 1:08 AM
Friday, December 02, 2005
our hopes, dreams, goals, and relationships – it all requires putting ourselves on the line and subjecting ourselves to the possibilities of embarrassment, criticism, or failure so that we may gain peace of mind, success, and happiness in whatever way we personally define these terms.
Many times we choose to instead resort to what is safe and familiar, passing on what might have been. I do not assert that risk shouldn’t be taken or that every familiar route should be abandoned, but there’s a balance to be struck.
i feel thats that mentality most singaporeans have, and thats sad.
popshuvit 7:58 PM
our hopes, dreams, goals, and relationships – it all requires putting ourselves on the line and subjecting ourselves to the possibilities of embarrassment, criticism, or failure so that we may gain peace of mind, success, and happiness in whatever way we personally define these terms.
Many times we choose to instead resort to what is safe and familiar, passing on what might have been. I do not assert that risk shouldn’t be taken or that every familiar route should be abandoned, but there’s a balance to be struck.
i feel thats that mentality most singaporeans have, and thats sad.
popshuvit 7:58 PM
My head is made up of fragmented memories
Most of them useless delusions and
This place is bored of rehearsals
And sick of the boundaries and restrictions,
Sick of the society
and its preconceived notions of everything,
brought about by
sheer narrow-mindedness.
I will you.
popshuvit 6:09 PM
Perhaps,
our friendship was a highly combustible reaction just waiting to explode; a ticking time bomb made from the shady streets of Middle East.
Thanks for everything, in that unforgettable few weeks of my life.
You made Alvls enjoyable. :D
popshuvit 8:37 AM
....
popshuvit 8:31 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Pseudo Team Pjc 2 Opponents 4
As I walked to the soccer field, i heard a distant thunder reverbrating in the vicinity, and saw the clouds turning into a darker shade of grey as the heavens threatened to give way to an onslaught of rain. The atmosphere was laden with foreboding.
As we gathered in unison in a circle before the kick off, we shouted " FUCK IT ! " Dont ask me why we did it, it was just an spontaneous agreement amongst us at that point of time.
I got hacked from behind during my very first few touches of the ball. OMG WTF, i thought. These guys mean business.
Within 10 minutes, I knew our 3 man midfield would not be able to absorb their probing runs and offence, they had 4-5 midfielders with 2 extra overlapping wingbacks. They played triangle passes around the 3 of us. We were fucking out numbered. I was playing right wing, but i found myself dropping back, reduced to nothing but a headless chicken chasing balls that are effortlessly sprayed about the perimeters of our penalty area.
Then, the inevitable happened. A splitting through ball released from the midfield found their lone striker who outpaced our last man, before cooling slamming the ball into the bottom right, SoonLiang had no chance.
The first half ended 0-3.
We changed formation durnig half time, switching from 4-1-3-2 to 4-5-1. It worked like a gem. We nearly got a breakaway goal after my cross from the right flank connected with Mel's glancing header, only for it to go agonisingly wide.
..
..
Just when we thought things were getting better, their striker unleashed a ferocious shot from outside penalty box that flew into the top corner of the right goal post. Seriously, that hurt. That fucking hurt like being stabbed a million times with a Buriza + Critical.
0-4.
popshuvit 4:31 AM
Pseudo Team Pjc 2 Opponents 4
As I walked to the soccer field, i heard a distant thunder reverbrating in the vicinity, and saw the clouds turning into a darker shade of grey as the heavens threatened to give way to an onslaught of rain. The atmosphere was laden with foreboding.
As we gathered in unison in a circle before the kick off, we shouted " FUCK IT ! " Dont ask me why we did it, it was just an spontaneous agreement amongst us at that point of time.
I got hacked from behind during my very first few touches of the ball. OMG WTF, i thought. These guys mean business.
Within 10 minutes, I knew our 3 man midfield would not be able to absorb their probing runs and offence, they had 4-5 midfielders with 2 extra overlapping wingbacks. They played triangle passes around the 3 of us. We were fucking out numbered. I was playing right wing, but i found myself dropping back, reduced to nothing but a headless chicken chasing balls that are effortlessly sprayed about the perimeters of our penalty area.
Then, the inevitable happened. A splitting through ball released from the midfield found their lone striker who outpaced our last man, before cooling slamming the ball into the bottom right, SoonLiang had no chance.
The first half ended 0-3.
We changed formation durnig half time, switching from 4-1-3-2 to 4-5-1. It worked like a gem. We nearly got a breakaway goal after my cross from the right flank connected with Mel's glancing header, only for it to go agonisingly wide.
..
..
Just when we thought things were getting better, their striker unleashed a ferocious shot from outside penalty box that flew into the top corner of the right goal post. Seriously, that hurt. That fucking hurt like being stabbed a million times with a Buriza + Critical.
0-4.
popshuvit 4:31 AM
